Monday, July 17, 2006

what is wrong with me?? or should i say, what is wrong with them?? is that so hard to dial my number and call me or use their thumbs to text me sometimes?? shd i start the whole thingy 1st?? i noe u have ur new life and new friends but im sure none of them are as fucking loyal as me.. i called you and spent millions of rupiah and spare 1\4 of my allowance just to call you.. i dont mind if i suffer as long as u're happy.. but wat do i get now??? nothing!! and whats with a new boyfriend thingy?? too happy to be attached and forget ur old fren? in the future im gonna backstab my frens and betray them.. and im so cant wait to go to australia to meet new people, and new friends.. if my frens ask me to hang out with them, i'll just say "omg, im so sorry.. i cant hang out with u today, and maybe tomorr and maybe next week and maybe next time.. i found my new friends now,, oh.. and u noe wat?? they are so awesome.. hihihi" (say it in a bitchy way-which i nvr do it before).. hehe.. yea rite,, i wish i could do that.. i miss u guys so much.. where are u now?? cant u just spare 1 of your day with me?? pls pls pls pls..
next- ban asked me to write this on my blog "i miss tban so much, and how wish i was there with him" yucks ban.. anyone but you.. hahaha.. actually i do miss u and the clique so much.. still remember those days about a month ago.. haha.. we are so full of shit...wait.. its just u.. and tung.. and remember.. i dont want to spend my holidays alone... im living my life like a prisoner here..
and to the girls, i hope tat i could come again to singapore after ur o lvl... and there willl be no excuses for extra classes, tutorial, or hw.. haha.. miss u all too.. nah.. not really.. hehe.. kidding..
-fina-[tban has no balls]