come on courage, teach me to be shy

Friday, July 28, 2006

just finished my tute like half an hour ago.. so, i just want to upload this pic.. haha

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Sunday, July 23, 2006

cant wait to get out of this place... my frens are having a life there in sgp while im living a life like a prisoner. the instructors went to sec 2 adv cam, and they had fun.. and all i can do is lookin at the pics taken there in tirah's fs.. im so fuckin jealous with them.. read ben's blog and its making me even more jealous.. they went shopping and hang out at hereen.. n tban watched like 3 movies in a week..
oh, and i broke my vow.. i mean, i promised tat i wont sms or call them.. well, i kinda sms 1 of them but to my surprise she replied me.. yay.... well... talked abt stuff..
this blog thingy kinda sux.. cos i cant really put all my thoughts in words..

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Friday, July 21, 2006

updating this blog with swollen eye.. darn man.. erm, so woke up today at 8.30, showered n tute .. i get 100% for my homework.. wooo... fed my crayfish then showered again.. went to PIM to meet my cousin.. went to carefour with my mom n my cousin.. omg, i hate shopping and walking pointlessly.. k gtg to msn n chat now.,. ban is nudgin me like hell...
-fina-tban im here lah ...

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Thursday, July 20, 2006

slept at 4 last night i mean morning and woke up at 9 in the morning.. sorry ban, didn miss-call u at 6.. but who cares.. hehe.. kiddin.. went to see a doctor about my left eye.. its swollen and it hurts and i dunno why.. i hate the weather today, it was cloudy in the noon.. where is mr sun.. cloudy day always change my happy mood.. reached home at 5.30 pm.. showered and did my hw for about an hour..
cant wait to go to singapore again.. and spend most of my days doing stupid things with them again.. haha
-fina-tbanass means tbanisanass

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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

started my chem tute yesterday.. i felt dumb cos it took 2 mins for me to figure out the formula to find a mol.. damn.. i think most of my brain cells dead already.. gotta revise n do some questions.. yess people, study hard, play hard and pray hard are the key to success.. haha..
oh ya, ban n tung (dumb and dumberer) start a rumour about me.. which is NOT true okay.. but hey, kinda fun.. cos this kind of thing is so secondary school and i kinda miss my secondary school life.. haha..

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Monday, July 17, 2006

tban n tung are morons... everything they say are bullshits.. both of them are like dumb and dumberer its just that they are way way dumberer than dumb and dumberer.. omg omg omg..
hahaha.. gotcha..

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what is wrong with me?? or should i say, what is wrong with them?? is that so hard to dial my number and call me or use their thumbs to text me sometimes?? shd i start the whole thingy 1st?? i noe u have ur new life and new friends but im sure none of them are as fucking loyal as me.. i called you and spent millions of rupiah and spare 1\4 of my allowance just to call you.. i dont mind if i suffer as long as u're happy.. but wat do i get now??? nothing!! and whats with a new boyfriend thingy?? too happy to be attached and forget ur old fren? in the future im gonna backstab my frens and betray them.. and im so cant wait to go to australia to meet new people, and new friends.. if my frens ask me to hang out with them, i'll just say "omg, im so sorry.. i cant hang out with u today, and maybe tomorr and maybe next week and maybe next time.. i found my new friends now,, oh.. and u noe wat?? they are so awesome.. hihihi" (say it in a bitchy way-which i nvr do it before).. hehe.. yea rite,, i wish i could do that.. i miss u guys so much.. where are u now?? cant u just spare 1 of your day with me?? pls pls pls pls..
next- ban asked me to write this on my blog "i miss tban so much, and how wish i was there with him" yucks ban.. anyone but you.. hahaha.. actually i do miss u and the clique so much.. still remember those days about a month ago.. haha.. we are so full of shit...wait.. its just u.. and tung.. and remember.. i dont want to spend my holidays alone... im living my life like a prisoner here..
and to the girls, i hope tat i could come again to singapore after ur o lvl... and there willl be no excuses for extra classes, tutorial, or hw.. haha.. miss u all too.. nah.. not really.. hehe.. kidding..
-fina-[tban has no balls]

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Friday, July 14, 2006

tried to blog yesterday but i guess my wireless network suk.. and i was too lazy to get up and use my com which is 1\2 m away from my bed.. haha.. ya, so yesterday chatted with tban till 2 am in the morning.. and i always thought that im the only one who has loads of problems..
sigh.. and i really need to get out of this place while i still have time..
so my study time start next week.. bio n chem..

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Monday, July 10, 2006

yep.. so updating this blog cos of ban...
first of all, lemme start by saying ITALY!!!!!! omg.. im so fuckin happy that they won world cup.. i bet tban cried after the match.. watched wc with my cousins till 5 am, and they sent me home right after the match ended..
so, spend most of my day playing bnet with tban [ban is an ass].. we both tried to stay awake till world cup match start.. but in the end, i fell asleep in 2nd round.. haha.. too bad wc ended yesterday..
so, my mom is hiring a tutor for me, 4 days a week, 3 hours a day.. how boring.. unless someone can find me a private school for chem and bio in sgp.. haha

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Friday, July 07, 2006

my brother left 2 days ago.. helped him pack his stuff.. kinda sad actually.. hehe..
kay, erm.. so yesterday stayed at home the whole day.. watched tv, dvds n soccer match.. im so happy tat italy won.. hahaha... go del piero...
now just reached home.. went to accompany my mom and dad then went to pondok indah mall to buy my laptop.. wooohooo.. finally..
kay then.. need to dwld and install some stuff..

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Saturday, July 01, 2006

the rest ot the pics..

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